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Thursday, August 23, 2007

today didnt go to work...on MC...damn feeling unwell...kip wan to vomit...but nobody knws...at least 1 day that i don't have to see all tat "faces"...really very sian 1/2 when i tink of going to work tomorrow...many unhappiness in work but wat to do have to jus swollow..i have been trying very hard to control myself...i have lots of personal matter too...but have to ren all the way...worst still is i kip hearing nxt time my bonus get how much is my supervisor decides as my director had submit his resignation...my supervisor is a damn selfish person...is not tat i cant work with her...is jus that i feel she is quite selfish...she jus tinks of getting the work done...but she nv tink of the team member's welfare...she wans me to help her n i cant reject...but i also have my own work load...i help the rest...then who help me...im damn unhappy...i wanted to talk to that "person" but i don't tink he is willing to listen...how i wish he could be my side..what i have plan for today has gone down the drain...many things that i could only keep in my heart and i could not say out...how i wish i could tell that person but i know is impossible...what should i do...i have waited for so long... i never give up before..i don't as for so much...i jus nid some love n concern...im feeling lost...haiz...going to sleep le if not tomorrow late got to take cab and kena blacklist le...

Me, my life 11:29 AM